The Banshee and the Linebacker (A Paranormal Romance) (8 page)

"Math class." The words sounded like a shout in my head but a whisper to my ears.

"What, honey?" Gran asked.

The events of the night came rushing into my head: the date, the guilt, the pain, the happiness, the kisses, the guilt again...the shrub.

"Did I hit the cat?"

"You didn't hit anything but a bus stop," Gran said, wiping a tear as it slipped down one cheek. "You could have been killed."

"What time is it?"

Gran glanced at her watch. "Eight thirty."

I tried to sit up and Gran held me down.

"Lie still. You're in the hospital. You have a concussion and bruised ribs. You'll be all right. But they want you to stay overnight for observation."

"I have to get to school. Maybe I can talk to Liam. Or I could go by Keagan's school first—"

"It's eight thirty at night, Tara. School is over."

The meaning of what she was telling me didn't register for a few seconds. When it did, a chant began in my head.
No. No. No....

Rolling out from under Gran's hand and out of bed, I landed with my bare feet on the cold linoleum. Fortunately, my shaking legs held me up.

"The game started at six thirty. I don't have much time left. I'm checking myself out."

A draft hit my bare bum under the hospital gown, reminding me I needed clothes. Scanning the room, I saw a locker on one wall and took a chance my clothes would be inside. I stumbled over to it and found I was right. Gran was on my heels talking. When I started to put on my skirt, she tried to grab it.

"Do I have to call security to keep you here?" she asked. "You can't check yourself out. You're a minor and I'm your guardian."

With my after accident shakiness, I was barely a match for my seventy-two year old grandmother, but I did manage to get the skirt on in spite of her efforts. "I have to get to the stadium right now."

"No," she said, taking the other garments out of the locker and holding them hostage. "Get back into that bed and rest."

Holding her shoulders, I locked eyes with her. "Gran. If you stop me and Liam dies, I'll never get over it. I don't think I can survive it. Don't you understand? Liam, Keagan and me. We'll all be lost."

Gran stared at me for a few moments before finally handing me the rest of the clothes. "Okay. I'll drive you."

We didn't even talk to anyone, just walking straight out. But still it seemed an eternity to get to Gran's car in the parking lot. For once I thanked heavens Gran was a terrible driver because even breaking every traffic law to get to the stadium didn't ease the excruciating slowness of the trip. If she'd driven like the typical senior, I'd have gone crazy.

Finally, the stadium lights came into view in the distance, taunting me. So close but yet... It was almost 9 p.m. Was the game over already? Was Liam dead? Was Keagan lost?

Marbles rolled around in my bruised head—or it felt that way—and I lifted a hand to the bandage on my forehead in pain as we whipped around a corner. A few of those marbles must have slipped down into my lungs too, because I was having a hard time breathing either from fear or from the bruised ribs.

Gran pulled up and let me out in front of the entry and I rushed in. As I reached the outer corridor, a roaring cheer from the stands around the field reassured me the game was still going on. Stumbling a little, I made my way around the outer ring hallway to get to the opposite side where I could more easily reach the visiting team. Every second was marked by the sound of my shoes slapping against the flooring of the empty corridor.

I passed through a wide archway and reached the bottom of the stands. On the field the Broughton Hawks offense had control with one player running the ball down field. Ten yards then twenty, he ran to the happy cheers of their fans. My worried eyes went to the scoreboard. Three minutes, forty-nine seconds left in the game.

I remembered the fateful play was at one minute, twenty-seconds. A little time left.

My eyes searched the Hawks' bench and found the dark hair of a familiar head. The name on the uniform, Ellsworth, confirmed it for me: Keagan.

It might have been the way I walked with purpose and without hesitation. It might have been the bandage on my forehead and the crazy matted hair and bruises from the accident. For whatever reason, no one stopped me from striding past the Hawks' cheerleaders and approaching the bench.

Just as I reached him, Keagan, and the rest of his benched team, rose and cheered. Their team had gotten a touchdown. The score was twenty to fourteen now, just as in my vision.

 
"Keagan," I said, tapping him on the shoulder. "I have to talk to you."

At my touch he started and whirled. "Get away from me." He hit my hand away.

At the angry scowl and blazing eyes, I gasped and stepped back.

As he took me in, his face softened. "Tara. What happened to you?" He tentatively touched the bandage.

"Car accident. I tried to find you last night after...anyway a cat ran out in front of my Camry."

Over his shoulder, I saw that the Hawks' holder had mishandled the ball and the extra point kick failed. Instead of positioning the ball for the kicker, the holder tried to recover by passing the ball and it was intercepted. The Hawks' coach screamed and called a time out.

The clock stopped at one minute, twenty seconds.

"Ellsworth, get that girl out of here and come get instructions. You're going back into the game."

"Yes, Coach," Keagan yelled back. "Tara, you have to go. We can talk after the game."

He took me by the arm and tried to walk me off to the sidelines and toward the stands.

"No. You can't go out there. You can't play the rest of this game. Remember what I told you about my parents. I really did have a vision. They didn't listen to me and they died."

"What does that have to do with—" He stopped walking and turned me to him, his hands going to my shoulders. "Are you saying you've had a vision about this game?"

"Yes. I thought you heard me tell Liam about it."

"No. Or if I did I didn't listen to that part. I was too busy thinking about you and him going to the reserve. Too busy burning up with jealousy."

"Young lady," the coach interrupted with another shout. "Get off the field and Ellsworth get over here."

Neither of us reacted.

"I had a vision," I said. "Liam will die in the next play of this game and you...you're involved."

He stared off beyond me, unseeing, lost in his thoughts. "That's what you and your grandmother were talking about last night. That's what you meant. Why you asked me out. You wanted to save Liam."

"Yes." I shook him a little to bring his attention back to me. "Of course. I don't want Liam to die. I can't deny I care about him. But I also don't want you to feel responsible for his death. I don't want that for you. I love you."

"Ellsworth," The coach shouted. "Ten seconds to the end of the time out. Get out onto the field."

Cupping his cheek with my palm, I put everything I had into the plea. "I know it's insane. I know you think people don't have visions, but please Keagan. Just trust me. Please. If you ever cared about me at all. Please. Don't go back into the game."

One beat and then two passed as if an eternity. Then, without looking away from me, Keagan shouted over his shoulder. "I'm not playing the rest of the game, Coach."

"What?" The coach screeched. "We can win this thing and you're quitting? Are you crazy?"

When Keagan didn't answer, the coach marched over to us, an obscenity-laced tirade coming from under his breath. He grabbed Keagan by the shoulder and pulled him away from me. "If you don't play the rest of this game you're off the team."

"Okay," Keagan said, nodding. "I'm off the team."

More obscenities poured from the coach as he returned to the sidelines and barked orders at the other players. I briefly had a glimpse of Liam running onto the field as I threw myself against Keagan and wrapped him in the tightest hug I could manage.

"Oof," I groaned at the pain, but didn't let go.

"Your injuries," Keagan said, trying to pull back.

I just held him tighter and buried my face in his chest. "I'm okay." My muffled words were barely audible over the din of the crowd. Apparently, a big play had occurred. "I'm more than okay. I'm wonderful. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you."

How long we stood like that, with arms wrapped around each other, I don't know. An impression of the edge of his shoulder pads was etching itself into my cheek and I didn't care. The hug didn't end until someone ripped Keagan away from me.

I looked up to see Liam, his face contorted in a fury like I'd never seen from him before.

"What the hell is going on?" He threw his helmet down and it spiked once off the ground before tumbling to a stop. Liam's hand bunched into a fist. He pulled it back and threw a haymaker into his brother's chin. Keagan didn't defend himself. He just went down.

"Stop it." Screaming I knelt beside Keagan, looking up at Liam. "Just stop."

"I should hit you too," Liam said, puffing with exertion and anger.

"Look, dude," Keagan said. "This has all been a mistake. Tara thought she was saving your sorry ass because of her premonition. She didn't want to go out with me. It's you she loves."

"That vision stuff again?" Liam yelled.

"No," I contradicted him. "I mean yes. I did have a vision that you'd die in this game during a play where Keagan was on the defensive line. I did want to save your life, Liam. Whether you believe it or not, I had a vision."

"So you went out with him because you thought you were helping me?"

"Yes."

Liam's breath began to calm and his features untwisted. As he stared at me his anger drained away into wariness. He held out a hand to me and helped me up.

At his touch, the vision of Liam dying at an old age in a hospital bed came to me. Happiness filled me. I'd done it. I'd saved him. But my happiness must have invaded my expression and encouraged Liam.

"I'll forget about you and Keagan and we'll start over," he said.

"No." I shook my head and pulled out of his hold. "We can't go back because I've realized I love you like a brother. It's Keagan I'm
in love
with."

"Tara?" Keagan leaped up off the ground. He turned me to him and searched my face with his eyes. "Do you mean it?"

I gave a smile and a shrug. "Yes. That's what I've been trying to tell you but couldn't say with all this other stuff going on."

"So you lied to me last night when you said you weren't into him," Liam said.

"Yes. But not intentionally. I did it because I was lying to myself about my feelings. Hurting you was the last thing I wanted. But I can't help loving Keagan."

A red fury returned to Liam and crept up his neck and into his cheeks. Liam snatched his helmet from the ground. "I'll never forgive you for this."

The way he looked at me, as if I were the dirtiest piece of trash in the landfill, made me want to hunch over with pain, but I forced myself to straighten. Better he live hating me than die loving me.

"I'll never forgive either of you." With that he turned and marched back across the field.

"He'll be fine," I said, trying to convince myself as well as Keagan. Liam would live to an old age and I had to be satisfied with that.

"I need you more than he does." Keagan's arms came around my midsection to embrace me from the back.

As his arms wound around me, I saw again his death in the park. The same scene as before played itself out in my head, complete with the old man clutching his chest and the woman's startled cry. But this time I realized something new: the woman was me.

I twisted in his arms as he leaned down to brush his mouth against mine with a kiss. An electric spark sizzled from my lips to my toes. I was out on a limb without a safety net. But that was finally okay. Life wasn't meant to be safe.

"I need you." Keagan nuzzled my neck.