Forever Changed (5 page)

“I just bet you did.” Abi chuckled.

Tommy shook his head to get him out of his memory—he was already getting hard again. Eric just grinned at them both.

It was good. His heart wasn’t as heavy as it had been just days ago. These two had helped him when they hadn’t had to and they had taken him into their life, a stranger who had drifted into their lives. He knew from this moment on that his life would be forever changed. If—no—
when
he came back and they explored what was between them, it could be for the long haul. Was he ready for that?

“Go wash up. I’m setting the table now and the boys will be in soon.” Abi smacked his ass as he walked by.

And if he wasn’t mistaken she’d done the same to Eric. He was ready for whatever came his way. He’d get through dinner and have a nice evening with Eric and Abi. Then he’d head to base and be back in less than a month. If things didn’t work out, he could always move along, but at this moment in time he was hoping it would work. The banter between the three of them was wonderful. Something he’d never really experienced with other lovers.

Eric followed him into the bathroom and they washed their hands. He couldn’t help himself, he grabbed Eric’s head and pulled him closer. He licked the seam of his mouth until it opened and he could slip his tongue inside. He loved the taste of this man and kissing him was a dream. He pulled back and ran a thumb over Eric’s lips before leaving the bathroom.

He didn’t get far when Eric turned him and pushed him against the wall. He rubbed their cheeks together, just a little nuzzle. Tommy had to adjust himself before he pushed Eric away and kept heading to the dining room.

Dan was at the table when he stepped into the room. He was waiting for the hate to fill his heart, but it just wasn’t there. He realized that he’d been holding onto something that wasn’t there. It might have helped him get through basic training and the first year of service—that hatred had driven him—but after a while it had become habit. And when his mom had died—well, life was short, did he really want to hold onto the hatred of a little boy?

He was a better man than that. He sat down next to Dan. He should’ve helped Abi, but he needed this moment.

“I have to leave tomorrow, but—”

“It’s okay to hate me. I don’t blame you.”

“You didn’t let me finish. I’m coming back. I’d… If it’s all right with you, I’d like to get to know my father. I think it would make mom happy.” He held out a hand.

“Well… I… Well…” Dan took his hand and pulled him into a hug, slapping his back. “I’d like that.”

“Good.” He held out his hand for the glass Abi was holding and smiled at her.

They were all seated at the table and he looked around. It wasn’t as hard this time. Sure, he could have grown up in the house, but who was he to say whether it would have been better? He’d had some rough times, but it had helped make him into the man he was. His mom’s love was all he’d ever really needed and he’d had that in spades. He just wished he could have been with her more toward the end. But now he had a second chance he hadn’t even known he wanted.

The little boy inside him was excited to get to know the man he hoped to call Dad at some point.

Not only was he getting the potential of a dad, but also of a relationship.

I know you’re up there watching, Mom, and probably laughing. I love you and will miss the hell out of you, but I think I’ll be okay.

A sense of peace settled over him.

Epilogue

“He’s here!” Eric shouted.

Not that anyone could hear him. Abi was in the house doing some cleaning and he was in the barn mucking out the stalls, but he was excited. Tom had been gone for a month. In that time they’d had a lot of Skype talks, but it wasn’t the same.

Before he’d left, the three of them had taken Dan aside to let him know they would be trying out a relationship when Tom got back. He’d been shocked at first, but had rolled with it. Eric was sure Dan was just happy that Tom was coming back.

Of course, Tom had had an odd notion that he’d get a place in town, but Eric and Abi had worn him down. He was moving into one of the spare rooms in the house for now, but Eric hoped that it wouldn’t be for long. He wanted the three of them at his place.

“He’s here!” Abi ran out of the house.

Eric would have laughed, but he knew how she felt. They had both missed Tom. More so after they’d had so much time apart to just talk without all the sexual attraction getting in the way. They could talk and get to know each other.

One of the reasons he was hoping Tom never stepped foot in that guest room. He had plans for the three of them and it wasn’t going to happen in the house with Dan down the hall. He might’ve been understanding, but there was no way. It would be like having sex in his parent’s home.

“I’m here.” Tom laughed and Abi launched herself at him.

Eric wasn’t far behind her. He picked them both up. Abi squealed and he set them down.

“You’re early.” Abi brushed her hands down his chest.

“I could leave if—” Tom pointed behind him.

“Don’t even joke!” Abi slapped his chest.

“I was able to get an earlier flight. All my stuff is on its way and I really had no reason to stay and a couple reasons to get here as fast as I could.” Tom shrugged.

Eric kissed his cheek, but backed off fast. They were outside where anyone could see. Not that it would matter, but he didn’t want to get carried away. There would be time for that later.

Abi kissed his other cheek and they both led him inside. God he was hard. It was going to be forever before they could go to his place. They still had to get through dinner. It wasn’t as though Abi could take the night off. Well, she could, but she’d planned a nice meal and he was sure Tom would want to see Dan. They’d grown closer in the month away as well. There was still some tension there, but it was easing slowly but surely.

“I can’t wait until we can go back to your place and get naked,” Tom whispered and ran his hand down Eric’s body.

“Tom.”

“Eric.”

They both jumped. Abi had her hands on both of their cocks.

“Dinner first.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Whatever you say, Abi.” Eric winked at her.

Little did Tom know, they both had a surprise for him. The plug in his ass shifted a bit and it made him squirm, but it would be worth it to have Tom balls deep in his ass.

Dinner first.

He was hoping they would get through it.

* * * *

Two long hours later and they were back at his little house.

“God I’ve missed you both.” Tom licked at Abi’s neck before switching to Eric.

Fuck, they were going to go off so fast and he wanted to go slow, but there would be time for that later. They had years and years to go at whatever pace he wanted. Tonight would be for reconnecting.

Tom gripped his ass and Eric sank into the sensation with a moan. The plug needed to come out. It wasn’t helping with the edge he was about to go over.

“What have we here?” Tom sank to his knees and went to work on Eric’s jeans.

Abi moved behind Eric and helped him out of his shirt. This shouldn’t be just about him, but his two lovers were touching every part of his body they could reach.

He wasn’t the only one undressed, though, because he could feel the press of Abi’s naked breasts against his back. The only time they’d had sex was during Skype calls and those had been few and far between. Eric had used work to keep his mind off the one night they’d managed before Tom had left.

Thoughts were hard to hold onto when Tom had his lips around Eric’s cock. He used his hands to wiggle the toy. Abi was kissing her way down his spine until she knelt behind him. If he wasn’t mistaken she was sucking Tom’s fingers—the ones playing with the plug in his ass. It was too much sensation at once.

“Stop. Please. I’m gonna come. Fuck. Stop. Stop,” Eric panted and moved from between the two. Tom and Abi fell into each other, kissing. It was hot. Tom still had all his clothes on and that wouldn’t do.

It was his turn to get down onto the floor. They should’ve taken it into the bedroom, but first they all needed to be naked. He interrupted the kiss to pull Tom’s shirt over his head and toss it aside. He reached around to unsnap Tom’s pants. The skin was hot to his touch and he ran a finger over the tip of Tom’s dick—it was bursting out of his underwear. He wanted that bit of flesh in his mouth. The plug shifted, keeping him on edge. No, he wanted Tom’s cock inside more than he wanted it in his mouth.

“Bedroom. Please, for the love of all that is holy, let’s take this to the bedroom,” Eric pleaded.

“Fuck, yeah. I want in your ass, Eric, and I want you inside Abi, the three of us connected. God, I missed you both.”

“Hurry, Tommy,” Abi begged.

The three stumbled into the bedroom. It was more difficult because they couldn’t keep their hands off each other. They fell into the bed in a mass of arms and legs. Abi lay down in the middle of the bed, Eric hovered over her and Tom was behind him, wiggling that damn plug.

“Tom, keep that up and it’s over before it starts.”

Tom eased the plug out and it landed with a thud onto the floor. Now Eric was empty.

“Get inside her and don’t move,” Tom whispered against his ear and handed him a condom.

It sent shivers down Eric’s spine. Fuck, if Tom wasn’t taking control of the situation. He put the protection on and sank into Abi. She moaned. Fuck, she was so wet, it took every inch of willpower he had to stay still, but it was worth it. Tom had a hand on Eric’s hip and a finger in Eric’s ass.

“Tom. Now. Please. I have to move.”

“Eric, move. Please. Tommy, let him move.” Abi was shifting underneath him and he was about to explode.

Tom pushed the head of his erection into Eric’s hole. It didn’t burn as much as it would have because the plug had kept him pretty stretched. In no time he was full. Nobody moved. He stared down at Abi and she up at him. She ran a hand down his side and he could see her other hand on Tom, making that three-way connection. They were one now. Tom pulled out and plunged back in, making Eric rock against Abi. She was moaning and panting under him, her legs wrapped around him. Her heels had to be digging into Tom.

Being in the middle was better than he had ever thought it would be—he was surrounded by love. They were soon in a rhythm, all of them moving faster and faster.

“Eric! Tommy! Coming, damn, now, coming, oh God, oh God.” Abi had her head thrown back.

Too fast, but she was squeezing his dick with her orgasm. Tom was riding him hard and he was gone.

“Eric, so tight.” Tom was out of breath.

“Now, Tom. Now.” He was coming and had to stop himself from collapsing onto Abi.

A few more strokes and it was Tom’s turn to have his release. Tom fell onto his back with a grunt. Eric’s arms weren’t going to hold him for much longer. He rolled to the side and followed Tom down. The bed was a bit small for the three of them, but they managed. There were hands everywhere. He could tell Tom’s rough fingers from Abi’s calloused hands. They had a different touch. He was doing the same, smoothing his hands over his two lovers, kissing what skin he could reach.

“Move in here. Both of you.” Eric glanced between the two. He’d beg them if he had to, but he wanted more of this. To fall asleep together every night.

“Get a bigger bed, and we’ll talk.” Abi winked at him.

“I agree. Bigger bed and you’ve got a deal.”

“Shopping. Tomorrow.”

Abi and Tom both laughed.

It was a beautiful start to what could be a wonderful future. Eric could get used to this for the rest of his life.

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On the Home Front

Jambrea Jo Jones

Excerpt

Chapter One

Peter ‘Bulldog’ Jakes stood at attention in front of his CO’s desk. They had just returned from a training mission in parts unknown and now he was hearing that his mother was dead.

Fuckin’ murdered.

How was he supposed to react? He should have been there, but no, he’d been off having fun. Most might not see it that way, but he loved everything about the Army and his position in the Special Forces. It was his life and a way out of a boring nine-to-five existence or the welfare train his brother was on.

“Your leave will start now,” Lieutenant Colonel Mills finished up.

It took a second for Bulldog to focus on his LT.

“Leave, sir?” He looked down at the LT sitting at his desk before going back to attention.

“Yes, Jakes—leave. Once you’re home and get a sitrep, let me know when you’ll be back.”

He didn’t lose his bearings this time. “I don’t need—”

“This is not a request, First Sergeant.”

“Yes, sir.”

Bulldog turned and left the room—he’d been dismissed and there was nothing he could do about it. He’d just been given a direct order to go home.
Fuck.
He shouldn’t be upset at the LT for making sure he was in his right mind—if he wasn’t, he could get people killed—but he didn’t want to go home and face his past.

Bulldog bumped into someone—it could have been anyone, but was it? No, it was Moby, a man he really didn’t want to see right now. If he’d been on his game, that wouldn’t have happened, but right now everything was off.

“Hey, Jakes, what’s doin’, man?” Moby Edward grinned.

It seemed that was all the Master Sergeant ever did. The man was happy all the time. Moby even smiled while disarming a bomb. Not that Bulldog could blame him—being in Special Forces was a dream come true and they might all be just a bit nuts. You had to love it to do what they did. It was one of the things Bulldog really admired about Moby—not that he’d tell the man he had any feelings in any kind of way because Moby would jump all over that. Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell might have been repealed, but there were just some things you didn’t let happen…like having sex with a guy in your unit. Even if Moby did have a really great smile that reached his dark brown eyes…